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la femme
i'm a starfish from pacific ocean and i like to eat strawberries
ok mayb i'm not a starfish and i dun come from pacific ocean...
but i do like strawberries
i can be a celestial being, a marine creature, an animal and a homosapien.
regardless...i'm still ME...the one and only..
everypart of me is unique and i'm at best when i'm being me...

trista here!! i'm a 1992 baby!!
i grow old whenever 12/05 passes
typical happy-go-lucky character...no point hanging on to a thing for long oso right? so smile aways
day dream any time anywhere...even when queuing to buy stuff..or now..hehe
i like to smile hate to frown :D
hobby: misplacing my wallets...lol jkjk..but i often do that though
hates: ppl torture their wallets...poor them
i'm a wallet collector..
pink and purple is NICE!
RAINBOW is BETTER!


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Thursday, November 26, 2009
first day of work... @ 9:14 PM

i'm so sleepy now...kana woken up by sis to go breakfast...not enough sleep...>.<...dunno is nervous so never realli sleep the day before i start work...den need to early wake up somemore...need go back agency sign document...at 10am! luckily got siti pei mi...thx la bff...first time so early meet sia...and she kept her promise of not more then 15mins late....lol...den we walk when reach ps...actually is quite far la...so she grumble...like every step she oso grumble...lol...den....like tat lo...reach agency le...sign le she tell mi info le...den we walk back ps...eat ljs breakfast....luckily eat tat instead of auntie anne's will tell u later....

den after tat go home...my home of course...i shower prepare for work...she use com...den she log in my tagged acc...say wan help mi find shuai guys...lol...den ju go work lo...at first scared will late...but in the end oso never....so nvm la...lol...den sit infront of com keep typing lo...all numbers la...so my hand is like fixed to the keypad....from around 2 type type type to 8+...wow...looks like audition pays off after lo....lol...den 8 plus still cannot go off yet...need to check cheques....alot of things to remember sia...scared do wrong thing...luckily got ppl double check de...so nvm...they all so fast lo...like machines sia....mayb tats call experience....so i finally end work at 9+...reach home around 10.30 like tat...and wat i mean by luckily i eat ljs breakfast...cos the whole day working tat time cannot eat ma...den is like hungry like dunno wat...den after tat cannot feel the hunger le...den reach home den eat the 2nd meal...and its kinda tired not physically but mentally...why everytime play com tat time wun ar??...but....think of the pay...hahaha...and the stuff i'm able to buy....wahaha....lol...ok la...cannot ta han le...need to sleep...NOW...

bye~




Tuesday, November 24, 2009
online friends @ 9:56 PM

ok...first things first....i'm hungry...like...seriously....then....i've decided to blog about this cos siti bloged about some of this in her recent post.....

anyway its about online friends...to tell the truth..i knew ALOT of online friends in my 5 yrs of secondary life....most of them have my number...but not anymore ba..i believe....i forgotten who they are already also....and they came from various places...not countries la...as in website...from habbo hotel to tagged and even audition...weird thing is...i never knew anyone from maple...hmm....anyway...i had fun talking to them...of course no meeting la...we are fated to meet online and not reality....if we are fated to meet in reality we would have meet already right?

of course...meeting every single one of them to mi is fate....well come on! the internet is for everyone in the world sia...if its not fate wat is? and the feeling when we talk is different among everyone...some feel as if he is just beside mi...cos he understands wat i'm talking about totally...den some feels like we;ve met each other for a long time liao but the fact is we onli knew each other for an hour? and others feels like....wat i'm feeling when i talked to the guy now...totally cant communicate....mayb is like fate? fate that we should not have even met...but for some reason we have...and could not get along....i've tried to get along with him...but whenever i saw his name on my phone when a msg came...i feel irritated...haiz...never meant to be...i tried to be as harsh as possible le...as un-liqi as i could with him...to make him angry....but its not seem to be working...but first time things goes like this...last time all those 'friends' would stop msging mi if i behave like tat but WHY HE WUN?! funny thing is...he gave my number to his friend...and i'm not irritated at all when i saw his name...weird...nvm la hor...never msg him oso...haiz....i cant think of anything to write le...if i think until den post again..

oh ya....i've get rid most of the irritating feeling le...i'm 75% neutral cos nothing worth being happy and 25% of that weird feeling....being mi quite good huh...can forget feelings so fast...lol...
all i need i a key....and i have no idea wat it is....lol
bye now!




hao xin ku ar! @ 6:48 AM

do i have to make myself cry? izzit stress? most probably not....wats there to be stress about? i dun care! i dun need it and dun wan it!! no no no no no no no!!! NO! wo dong yao le....just abit...y?! nb nb nb nb nb nb...




today, yesterday and the day before yesterday @ 6:21 AM

nothing to report....as usual...dull and boring....except for the fact tat i when for interview yesterday for the third time...wow...u might think...but when u think of the fact tat i'm still jobless...interview=waste of my time...buy a glimmer of hope...but is quickly destroyed when days or even weeks passes and u are still staying at home...thinking how sad ur life is...i'm jobless=boring at home=still no life even when there's no school=still no new stuff cos i'm as broke as a begger=i have to entertain a bunch of unknown ppl who kept asking mi to add them in msn=i so damn irritated by one of them=i dunno why i cant just ignore them=i'm writing this blog entry....sound so emo....so...un-liqi...hey! i invented a new word...actually no la...i invented 3 words...lol...one is years ago...called warm-down...its is commonly used when u forgot tat the proper word is actually cool down after exercising.....the second word is "juan-ing"...never heard of anyone using it yet...it means donate-ing...lol....den the third word is un-liqi....which i just used...ok la...actually i'm quite surprised tat one of the ppl is quite patience....cos he msg mi 10 times...i onli replied 1-3 times...and he can continuing sending...wow...den...cannot la...i cannot communicate with him sia....its like i'm thinking of A he's saying Z...not even close sia....so...ya...hope he stop msging mi...but it will be hurtfull to tell him straight in the face wor...so....time will take over...haha....bye! as in to him la....

den....i realli need a job lah~~~~ i'm so poor...someone hire mi plz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.....haiz....den....dunno le la....ju like tat la...
bye~

actually i'm not irritate by tat guy leh...dunno the feeling oso...just dun like la...like a obstruction to my life...but adding some colours to it...at least i know a new friend right?




Wednesday, November 18, 2009
19/11/09 @ 10:18 PM

ok....mayb imma little too kua zhang le...i'm not angry liao...haiz...but wat i posted still stands...so ya...and...so sad...cant go interview liao...its raining like shit here....change date ba~~




AHH!! i'm go god damn furious! @ 7:55 AM

i'm like...so damn damn angry la!!!! after ALL THOSE THINGS I'VE SAID TO U....IT DID NOT GET AN INCH INSIDE U DID IT???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!! AND THE FEELING OF ANGER IS SOOOO INTENSE! ITS INSIDE MI...AND I CAN FEEL IT...ITS NOT GONNA JUST GO AWAY AS USUAL!!! IT FELT LIKE THERES SOMETHING IN MY CHEST AND I DUN FEEL LIKE TAKING IT OUT COS I'M SO GOD DAMN FURIOUS! AHH~~~
EVERYTHING TAT I SAID TO U!! I TOT U UNDERSTAND! I REALLI DO...
WHY AM I SO GOD DAMN ANGRY ABOUT I OSO DUNNO...SHE'S THE ONE WHO WANTS TO BE HURT SHE'S THE ONE WHO WAN TO BE LIKE A GIRL TAT IS TELLING EVERYONE TAT SHE WILL DIE WITHOUT HIM....SHE'S THE ONE WHO IS GONNA BE FACING THE MUSIC....NOT MI!!!! N-O-T M-E!!! SERIOUSLY...IF I CAN I'M GONNA FLY TO HIM AND STAB HIM TO DEATH AND I DUN CARE WHETHER SHE WILL HATE MI ANT COS I DUN CARE AS LONG AS I SEE HIM DEAD! AND CAN NO LONGER HURT HER...I RATHER PREFER I'M THE ONE WHO IS HURTING HER COS HE DOES NOT EVEN WORTH HURTING HER....DOES NOT EVEN WORTH HER THINKING ABOUT HIM EVERYDAY...DOES NOT WORTH HER MENTIONING HIS NAME AND DOES NOT WORTH HER TO LOVE...NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER! AND YES!!!! I'M HATING HIM MORE!!! MORE THEN EVER!!!! NOW I JUST WISH...U WOULD NEVER...IN UR REST OF UR PATHATIC LIFE APPEAR INFRONT OF HER AGAIN....AND ITS EITHER HIM OR MI....

i cared about u...didn't want you to think so much ending up hurting yourself...i wish the best for u...worried about u...think of ways to help u solve your problem to end your pain...told u so much thing...and...i'm tired....cos no matter wat i say or do its not gonna make u come back to senses...mayb u think i'm not in any rights to give any comments den...i got nothing to say...and tell u...good luck...and you're gonna regret it...
its offical...i give up....
all the best...BFF~
guess i'm just a busy body afterall

btw....its like 2 different post below and this post is post on diff time




18/11/09 @ 6:50 AM

XMAS TREE!!!! i like the bow...but look abit stiff...
its actually mui and mi reflection i'm taking
remember to touch when u see this!

today more special...picture first den post....:D....hmm.....contents page first cos like very compicated
1.initial planning
2.changed mi mind
3.reverse psychology
4.meeting
5.interview
6.shopping
7.back to square 1
8.home sweet home...
9.behind the secnes

lol...like alot of things to say right den act as if like i writing a novel like tat...actually very simple de la....

1.initial planning
well....we(mui hwee, adeline, mi and siti) ben lai wanted to go ps walk walk den shop shop....
cos ade need to rush off to get marr...*opps* i mean have wedding diner to attend den need to meet earlier...(12.30!!) den i was like so early...so i say i mayb go there meet them cos scared i cannot make it in time....

2.changed mi mind
den morning i wake up...den very lazy leh...den ben lai wan go mac buy breakfast....den when i finish sticking on to my bed and prepared finish....i want to open the door tat time...already 10.57am liao...den forget it lor...den i on comp....play play play...12.19pm le!!!! den confirm cannot be on time de ma....den tell mui will meet them there....den continue play...play play play play...die die dun wan to go shower....den ai ya....feel very lazy leh....den tell them i dun feel like going le...

3.reverse psychology
but i still need to meet up with them cos i need to give adeline some things....den msg them....adeline say ok....den mui say...but 4+ she need to go orchard interview....den i dunno ma...if like tat cannot accompany her go liao...den like very lonely like tat....den i tell her i need to give some things to adeline den she say ok lor...den i go meet adeline lor....den i like very guilty leh...i oso dunno why....den in the end decided to go anyway....it feels like reverse psychology...>.<...well...to mi la....

4.meeting
den....i straight away off comp den go shower...make up....choose clothes...den go ps le....dne met them at daiso...den go eat mos burger....adeline say eat mosque...>.<...den we(mui+mi) keep "souring" adeline with gideon...lol....den see wat they buy from etude house...den talk talk crap crap...den go off le lor....adeline go home...mi and mui go orchard....

5.interview
we mrt-ed to orchard den go orchard tower A to the place she going for an interview...den its recruit express oso! lol...i didn't noe orchard oso have...den go in...but that office and the one i when is totally diff...its like so much smaller? den dun even have a reception counter...but the interview room looks the same la....den fill in the form i filled in before....den she go interview lor...basically they ask the same questions la...den the agent even ask mui whether i need oso...lol...den after tat we left lor....

6.shopping
we dunno go where ma...cos taka de place is ALLLLL branded stuff....not suitible for 2 JOBLESS 17 year-old can shop so we went ion...de etude house....i bought a lip gloss and a mask....got a mask and a fluffy pen free :D....den after tat we went far east....actually i dunno why it is called far east....when it actually sits in the middle of the central...so we shop lor...in hope tat we will find some things for prom....but...we didn't...>.<....den when to watson see cosmetic...den decided to go back cp...have dinner oso....so...we took the circle line and go back seng kang...

7.back to square 1
actually it means tat we when back to the place we initially go ps from....den we go see cosmetic lor....but we stop by face shop first....den look at the nail polish....den mui like so obsessed with the silver coloured nail polish...cos its very concentrated...as in the whole nail polish has silver coloured powder in it so its like very very bling....den she applied and say "omg..so xmasy" den tested other colour and she keep saying "i still think this is nicer *pointing mi her thumb*"
den we go burger king eat our dinner...den chat....very long.... den go home lo..

8.home sweet home
we at interchange den saw some primary school student...den haiz...i wondered wat happen to this world sia....primary 6 nia try to act lian...oso dunno finish growing hair already ant...haiz...den like tat lo...den den reach home watched tv dne shower...and HERE I AM!!! posting my post....lol....

9.behind the scene
when i was like waiting for bus to go ps tat time...mui called mi say she saw someone...den i say
she got fate with him go together with him....lol...den she say siao cannot later siti go kill her but realli ma....everytime she go out she saw him...lol...so next time must say...hey i everytime oso see until u...got fate leh...we be together la....lol.....jkjk....

den when we was at the life going down to the 1st floor of taka..the life open den got a guy...dunno tio shock until wat give a very very very very very very very very funny face....den we were like keep laughing at him....very funny lo...oso dunno so shock for wat...lol....

hmm...look at the length...like realli got alot to say sia....ai ya...already say liao...so..like tat lor...
bye~







Monday, November 16, 2009
16/11/2009 @ 6:16 AM

wahahah...today i when to an interview....not a job interview la...is like interview for recruitment...den they help u find job and such...so ya...after interview was thinking wat i got so nervous for....anyway...the place is at raffles place uob plazza 1..and its at 56 floor....first time in my life i've been in such a tall building...no la actually not la....i've been to 66 floor before which is like 10 floor higher...>.<...lol...den den den...i went with siti ma...den at first i was like scared i go to the wrong place or wat...den in the end at the sort of directory see until the company's name den go up lor...oh ya...i got intimated by the HUGE TALL buildings at raffles place its like dunno leh...in another world? weird feelings la...den we still need to take the pass from the building in order to go up...must change lift somemore....den got gates which look like mrt gates...lol...must tap oso...den reach the ofice le...fill in forms den interview den...talk talk....basically is ask mi...the job nature of my past jobs....and what kind of job i'm interested in la....den still got ask mi wat course i'm gonna take when i go poly...stuff like tat la...den den den....like tat lor...after tat we ben lai wan go suntech de....but...we like....some how...or some sort....got lost....den when vivo instead....cos siti wanted to eat big chunk of meat on her plate(to siti: u noe wat i'm talking about) so we go there lor...den talk...and found out the most shocking news!!! its like realli lor...S-H-O-C-K-I-N-G!!~~~~ den talk talk talk....den after tat never go starbucks like we initially planned...we went num...saw the cute back packs which we have our eyes on....the price tag oso...$129~! crazy..but will buy de ba....when got extra income la.....cos we have so much on our plate (as in stuff tat we are planning to buy)...got xmas present and my sis present oso...den if work need buy clothes....my sec sch sch fees...($189!) den cny clothes....bff stuff (the most ex one falls here)...too much too much le....so must see first..must queue up...lol...oh den we went toysrus....see my nehew toys....den after tat we wwnt home le.....fast hor? OH!! we still went daiso....bought fake eyelashes...and its the fastest shopping time in daiso..,mayb cos i nothing to buy?....dunno...anyway...i still need to go daiso again....now~~~ pictures!

16/11/2009 photos of mi and siti...














RANDOM PHOTOS
another photo witnessing the love of my parents and to tell mi tat xmas is coming
this is my prom heels...

my creation....for brenda's 16th bd...


this is my nails...
salty egg crab...yumms~~~
this is the before pic...live crab...
lobster!
this is a kind of prawn..my mum say is sea roach...eww
the biggest crab i've seen and it cost $145 each
like tat ba....
bye~
















Thursday, November 12, 2009
yos~~ long time no blog... @ 12:35 AM

haiz...its like after o lvl le....!!! finally...but actually besides english and math i dun relli have the "oh i;m having major exams " de feeling leh....y ar? i was thinking either my instincs is telling mi to give up or its telling me that dun worry nothing bad will happen de...den after exams...i onli can say not very difficult la...but outcome i not very interested to noe leh...lol...den i wanted to download audition...but...nb...7 hours leh!!! so forget it la...den den...my hair now smells like ammonia....cos of the hair dye...den i painted my nails....den...umm....wat to do next??? dunno leh....i still need to transfer pictures into com den got picture in my blog...so....i must transfer picture next? ok la..i transfer first....later den blog....bye!