Tuesday, October 28, 2008

haiz.... @ 7:42 AM

haiz haiz haiz....just came back from tuition...the whole place felt different....very...serverly---empty...mayb the reason is like...the class onli left like...4 ppl?...ok la...today onli 3 attentended...so its like even more...empty...ever since 2005 there's 10 ppl...den after tat...2007...one leave...left 9...den the year 2008 the 9 remaining...5 graduate...den...left 4...one of them left the class....den left 3...another 1 join...so now...left 4...hmm...SO NOT USE TO IT LOR!...sian....haiz...so emo...lols...not realli la...den...i dunno leh...scared tat i'm the next to leave the class...reason being...hmm...better not say...later come true...i will CRY!!...lols...hmm...i dunno wat to say le leh...

ok...change a topic....

a sentence tat randomly came out of my mind just now....
"wat if there's a reset button in our life...and with a push of the button...everything restarts..."

at a first look...ppl may think...its somewat good...isn't it? at least u can prevent doing some choices tat u think its wrong...but...honestly...will u press the button?
i wun...cos...when every single thing goes--blank...including ur memory...its like death...with a push of a button...horrible button isn't it?
for example...ur name before presing the button is A...den after pushing the button u mayb B...a whole new life begins...like recarnation(izzit the right spelling?)...and all ur love ones will be lost along with ur memories...the happy ones...the sad ones...EVERYTHING! its like u have never even exist before...ai ya...dunno how to say...hmm...how bout this...ppl are afraid of death...(admit it! EVERY SINGLE ONE IS AFRAID OF DEATH)...den since u are afraid of death...den pushing the button equals to death...aren't u afraid? den...if the cycle is to repeat itself...even if everything DO reset...when the time comes...u will push the button again...and again...and again...and again...in another words...u will be a loser/coward tat is afraid of facing wat ever u are facing now over and over and over and over again...there! i think i make my point...hmm...izzit even nessary to be so worked up by a sentence tat just randomly pop up of my mind?
hmm...actually i wan to noe whether U will push the button or destory it when u saw one...come on...tagg mi...or comment...if u can...make my blog more interesting can...plz...lols..